It's been a bit

So, since last ranting, I have started college, in hopes of raising my level of sophistication and, ultimately, status in American society... Or something of that nature. Really, I'm a chronic under-achiever. I've placed myself in community college to avoid the University thing for as long as possible. And it was free. Now don't get me wrong, it's not that I can't do it, I just really don't want to. Spending hour after hour learning things that don't seem particularly relevant and then worrying that my short time in school will determine my entire future... Well it just seems lika a lot of stress. So I go to community college and build up as much transferable credit as possible so I don't have as much worry. So school is back in the picture.

Also, my dear readers, Ryan and I have become the apartments worse nightmare. Our inability to keep shit from happening to our young, college student, struggling selves has landed us in strange situations; skinny dipping in the river, not-so-sober weeknights, homeless friends on the floor, and parking lot dancing. Stress relief in some very odd ways. You'd be surprised how much better you feel after going outside, bumping some fast beat music, and dancing with your roomate while the neighbors stare. It's a moment of freedom that looks a lot like "I don't give a fuck." Well played, well played.

I've also learned what it means to be something more (or less) than a callous bitch. As I have had my heart trashed. Ohh the tension of an emotional wreck. luckily, I survived and now, I may be young, but extremely jaded for my age. Don't worry, that's all I have on that subjects. I'm not one for public break ups or break downs... Maybe I'll add a new page..

So, that may be all for now. OH! Fellow minimum wagers, if you don't get paid enough to put up with it, start putting in those applications. I was nearly attacked by a coworker and decided, perhaps, I don't make enough for it to be worth is. SO I'm off to a stack of applications and a hope for something less painful.

As to the future, theres a trip to Fayetteville here soon. It's time for a change of scenery...or a change of people.