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So since I've been home,I have gotten knocked up. I'm still not sure if it's a "congratulations" or an "I'm sorry". But if nothing else, it has definitely made me rethink my whole life. My future is a whole new mystery and I've had to take a real look at myself. Sooo, I went to therapy. I learned that I am bipolar, and I really don't know what else to say. It was hard to hear but it put everything in perspective. A lot made sense, and that was the worst part. I know that it's not the worst thing in the world but all I can think is how that is going to affect my soon to be family. I can't raise a child when I can't pull myself out of bed, or when I think that it's okay to act on impulses. Unfortunately, identifying it in itself is not enough to change it. So it's going to be a whole new struggle. Story of my life.